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I am thinking I need to get this print, it just makes you happy looking at it :)
Sorry I have been a little quiet on the blog lately. I am just in one of those funks. You ever get those? I have been having one for about a month now, maybe longer? I have never really been like this before and it has taken a lot of thinking and chatting through my thoughts with a husband who lovingly just listens to me when I need it to figure out why. Bless him, really. His support has meant the world to me, and has really made my love for him deepen. It is kind of crazy how you can fall in love with someone more and more when you originally thought you had to have hit your cap on how much you could. Life is kind of beautiful that way, and these are the feelings I am trying to focus on.
Without going into too much detail, I feel like so many things just cumulated at once to make life a little harder than normal for me. I have been feeling a little lost, which has resulted in me being less confident. Moving, starting a new job, Trevor taking the bar, life plans being changed, feeling like I lost a friendship, gaining some weight, all of this and some more have just made the last few months rough. BUT I am ready to get out of this funk. To pull myself up out of the trenches of life and start making the changes that need to happen for me to be really happy again. The funny thing is, there is no reason for me not to be incredibly happy, I just haven't been lately as much as I am used to. Does that make sense? I have always been a very happy go lucky kind of girl, but I feel like I haven't had as much control over my emotions this past month. I have never really experienced this before, what do you do?
And while I am writing this I wonder if I should even post it. I mean, it is kind of a random, spew my thoughts out in a blog post. But, why not? Maybe someone out there in the universe reading this is also in a funk, and it could make them smile and nod in agreement, like, hey... me too!
So here is to all of us in a funk right now, let's freaking stop worrying about all those things we don't have control over, and BE HAPPY! I know that is easier said than done, but something for me has changed, and I want to find my way back to ME.